This is where I will talk about my family.
We are like most families, sometimes we are the closet things that we can be then there are times that we fight worse then
any enemies can fight each other. But over all we are the type of family that stick together through the tough times. We have
had our share of tough times but we have some how found a way to keep our head above water even though it feels like we are
drowning. That is the good thing about my family, we do not give into anything for very long at a time. We only allow ourselves
to roll in self pity for a short time or the amount of time that we feel that we need in order to become stronger in ourselves.
As it stand my family contains myself, Ginger
and Robbie as well as the grand babies. Now that we have lost our mother it is just the three of us kids left as a family.
First we lost our older brother back on Feb. 13, 1993 then our father back in April 2001 and now our mother on Dec. 29, 2006.
Do we miss our loved ones? Hell yes I miss them all very much and would give just about anything to be able to have them
back with me if not for one more day just so that I could try to make things that was wrong right between myself
and them. I know myself that there is a lot that I have to or wish that I could make right with the three of my loved
ones that I have lost. I miss all three of them so badly that there are days that I am scared to be left alone for fear that
I may just give in and do something just so that i can join them and try to right any of the wrong that I have done to them.
But deep down inside I know that is not the answer to the questions that I have buried inside of myself. I know that I have
to be stronger then that because I have my two sons, my three nephews and three nieces to live for and to be here
for in case they need someone to talk to and get answers from about things in life.
Children:
Jessaca LaVon Cummings
Ginger Ann Martinez
Robert Gene Pope
Grandchildren:
Richard-Melvin Bradley Church
Marion Mackinize Church
Derek Marshall Dennis
Brittney Nikole Stelly
Sarah Elizabeth Pope
Jonathan Duane Martinez
Kaitlyn Danielle Martinez
Tristan James Martinez
